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tribute to nanao sakaki

Poet Nanao Sakaki died a year ago today. December 21, 2008. If I remember the stories, he died as he had lived: a free spirit in universe, resting for a moment in the mountains of Nagano prefecture, who stepped out into a star-bright night to use the porta-potty and fell over dead from a heart attack. No drawn-out agonizing death – so typical from what I’ve read of Sakaki: wandering scholar, voracious reader,  living teacher – did you know he identified the B-29 that was on its way to bomb Nagasaki? He wandered the islands, mountains, and deserts of the world. Even at 86 years old, all he had were belongings in  two backpacks.

The introduction to his book Break the Mirror says:

His poems were not written by hand or head, but with the feet.  These poems have been sat into existence, walked into existence, to be left here as traces of a life lived for living – not for intellect or culture.

His life, a

Love Letter

Within a circle of one meter
You sit, pray and sing

Within a shelter ten meters large
You sleep well, rain sounds a lullaby.

Within a field a hundred meters large
Raise rice and goats.

Within a valley, a thousand meters large
Gather firewood, water, wild vegetables and Amanitas.

Within a forest ten kilometers large
Play with raccoons, hawks,
Poison snakes and butterflies.

Mountainous country Shinano
A hundred kilometers large
Where someone lives leisurely, they say.

Within a circle one thousand kilometers large
Go to see southern coral reef in summer
Or winter drifting ices in the sea of Okhotsk.

Within a circle ten thousand kilometers large
Walking somewhere on the earth.

Within a circle one hundred thousand kilometers large
Swimming in the sea of shooting stars.

Within a circle one million kilometers large
Upon the spaced-out yellow mustard blossoms
The moon in the east, the sun in the west.

Within a circle ten billion kilometers large
Pop far out of the solar system mandala.

Within a circle one million light years large
Andromeda is melting away into snowing cherry flowers.

Now within a circle ten billion light years large
All thoughts of time, space are burnt away
There again you sit, pray and sing
You sit, pray and sing

Thank you, Nanao, for practising,

Genju

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enso & explaining my head

From Enso: Zen Circles of Enlightenment, No 47 Smiling Circle by Ishikawa Bokugyu

Look at this smiling circle
it is my monastery

When I first traced this enso, it reminded me of the kid on the cover of the children’s book A Light in the Attic by Shel Silverstein.  I really like that kid.  He’s all gawky and that window in this forehead just screams “Enlightened!”  I could have left the enso as it was and but Bokugyu’s enso was what opened up in Seo’s book.  And I wanted to stay the course of playing with Seo and the art of enso. So, I flipped the enso 180 degrees and the smile that appeared was so compelling truth, honesty and integrity flew out the window.

This is the first time, I’ve actually modified my shodo.  It may mean I’ve lost my moral compass.  Or not.  Shel’s kid makes me smile as does this enso.  Flipping it 180 also makes me notice how hard I am on myself on matters of Truth and Honesty and Integrity.

I came across this interview with Silverstein:

Question: “Why do you have a beard?”
Shel: “I don’t have a beard. It’s just the light; it plays funny tricks.”

Question: “How do you think your present image as world traveler, bawdy singer, etc. combines with your image as a writer of children’s books?”
Shel: “I don’t think about my image.”

Question: “Do you admit that your songs and drawings have a certain amount of vulgarity in them?”
Shel: “No, but I hope they have a certain amount of realism in them.”

Question: “Do you shave your head for effect or to be different, or to strike back at the long-haired styles of today?”
Shel: “I don’t explain my head.”

—Shel Silverstein (1965) from the album I’m So Good That I Don’t Have to Brag.

Inside my smiling circle, I need not explain my head.

Thank you for practising,

Genju