You suffer!
Strike at me, desire mastery of me –
yet it is you who suffer.
How curious. How confused you are.
Control will not be possession.
Still, the struggle.
You suffer!
Strike at me, desire mastery of me –
yet it is you who suffer.
How curious. How confused you are.
Control will not be possession.
Still, the struggle.
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Well, yes. We do “like” our suffering, don’t we? It’s familiar, if nothing else. Or, perhaps, “addictive” is a better term than familiar.
Very addictive. And only a hit of relational power and control stops the Jonesing. Shocking how many “dealers” I have in my life!