solstice and breaking the mirror
by Genju
Ed: Memorial service for Nanao Sakaki at Upaya Zen Center and memorial service for roshi John Daido Loori at Mt. Tremper.
One more by Nanao Sakaki to meet the Solstice evening:
In the morning
After taking cold shower
—–what a mistake—–
I look at the mirror.
There, a funny guy,
Grey hair, white beard, wrinkled skin,
—–what a pity—–
Poor, dirty, old man!
He is not me, absolutely not.
Land and life
Fishing in the ocean
Sleeping in the desert with stars
Building a shelter in the mountains
Farming the ancient way
Singing with coyotes
Singing against nuclear war–
I’ll never be tired of life.
Now I’m seventeen years old,
Very charming young man.
I sit down quietly in lotus position,
Meditating, meditating for nothing.
Suddenly a voice comes to me:
“To stay young,
To save the world,
Break the mirror.”
Thank you for practicing,
Genju



Beautiful.
Two poems that changed my life.
Hmmmm…mirror shows what is. But (most of the time), my mind doesn’t want what is. Maybe we could say:
To stay young,
To save the world,
Break the mind.
Maybe…
neither mind
nor mirror
– only transparent self
Wonderful! Don’t make mirror, don’t make not-mirror!